Hello, my name is Ericka. I'm 19 years old and live in Los Angeles, California. Not shy at all! I'm pretty random at times. I love the world, everything about it fascinates me. I like to meet new people all the time. Yes, if you follow me I do follow back.
It’ll never be enough to erase all the pain and sorrow within my heart. Nothing will ever be forgiven or fixed. It takes a lot to see all the damaged you’ve done to the people you love the most. But you don’t see that at all. You only see yourself, being safe. You’ve managed to push away those memories that once were so great. That minute of a complicated scene has over powered the good feelings you once had. It has pushed you to be a horrible person in which I still miss with all my heart. It’s not fair to me. I’m over here missing you with every bone in my body and you don’t seem to realize it. As long as I get to suffer by seeing you happy without me then you’ll pretend to be happy. It’s just that I can’t turn back time, it’s too late for that. But I can be sorry for just being selfish, I didn’t think about your feelings so why would you be considerate about mine. It’s been too long for me not to recover. But hey they say that god doesn’t let you suffer for long. I deserve it. I hope one day it will all go back to how it once was, because this pain is unbearable.
I’m pretty freaking happy. Couldn’t have asked for anything better. He’s given me the biggest blessing ever. Without him I can’t manage to be the person I am now. Thanks Daniel, you are very great.